As this Lyrical synopsis continues.. Feelings of A Woman in Love, the series, spilled over into yet another desire for her words to be known as her love can’t get any deeper, and her sorrow any more remorseful. Ravel’s passion embraces her until she wants to explode, then he disappoints, and her heart grows cold until he comes and warms it with his love again…
Reflections of My Soul is a synopsis in poetry bearing the feelings of Clementine toward Ravel as she goes from love to revulsion and back to love again, like an unending cycle with her feelings unresolved; she wants and desires him still. And even though he has broken her heart as she titters on the aspect of new love and thoughts of life itself. The feelings involved in A WOMAN IN LOVE ‘Deception’, A Woman in Love; Addiction, and A Woman in Love; Double-Cross, encompass moods of mistrust, frustration, lack of love, and passion, still leading to self-worthlessness, then recovery through understanding.
These feelings I have felt and displayed have come together to create this second brief combination of poems.
In this second amalgamation, the outlook from the heart goes out to not only Ravel but anyone who will listen, as life’s lessons give way to “life’s soulful expressions,” teachings that inspire. I think anyone who has ever gone through a tough marriage or relationship and has had to push away feels that seems so embedded in them that it ripped away their soul, too, can appreciate the Reflections of my soul.
Then self-love as it creeps upon her, and life begins to feel like it is still worth living if only she can see past the present to the future. To love herself and make her choice to live her life.
REFLECTION OF MY HEART
Like the sun’s radiating beams
Shining off the Sea
The reflection of my heart shines off of me
Pronouncing my soul, my ambitions, and my goals!
The calling of my nature to allow me to shine,
To show all the world
I am here,
I’m alive!
Aggressively, Relentlessly!
I roar – I let my personality flow through
Until there is no more…
Letting all inhibitions go
I’m gonna surge
I’m gonna soar
I’m gonna persevere…
I will take my place in this universe
Having given something to this earth
Accomplished if only I know
I’m fed,
I’m freed,
I flow…
…and now once again I glow!